Yatta! After what seems like eons of ardous work on making sure to complete all my requirements before the semester ends, I have finally, FINALLY, manage to complete all of my projects! I’m so happy and giddy that I almost feel like dancing! *sigh* Oh, but only if I could.
It took a lot of effort and a lot of heart for me to finish my projects for CSCA01. I’m scared of submitting it, though… for some reason. I guess, it’s because I am scared of what people would think of what I have managed to do.
For those who know me very well, animation and drawing and anything else related to these things is something that has always peaked my interest. If there is one thing I would like to be other than being a game developer (which I am somewhat currently am) or a writer (which I am! Without a doubt!) I would most surely be an animator. I guess, that’s the reason why I wanted to show badly how good I am at it, and why I made sure to give it my all… but even so… I wonder if people would think that what I have managed to accomplish is a bit over the top.
My mom told me that it was better to be over the top than be down at the bottom when I told her about how I feel concerning the submission of my project. I guess she is right… although, what really and truly matters to me is that I did my best… yet, even as I say that the fear of what grade I received during my thesis, when I gave it my very best, still haunts me… I’m scared that the same thing may happen this time. I wonder… if this is really enough…
Shaking those thoughts off of my head though, I am glad that I’ve gotten to finish them all. Now, I can finally rest and return to doing what I want to do!
Recently, I’ve begun reading Tsubasa Chronicles’ sister manag, xxxHolic. And I can’t believe how stupid I am for having waited so long just to read it. I mean, it’s totally one of the most amazing mangas that I’ve ever heard. The philosophy behind the story is amazing and the way it converges with TRC is utterly brilliant. Right now I’m n the 70s chapter. I’m going to try and finish reading this before the week ends, and hopefully I can add another download page for it after I’ve done so.