I know I’ve posted a while back how tired I am already with how monotonous my life is at the moment. However, a single post is definitely not enough to voice out how trully tired I am.
I have so many projects and plans put on hold because of everything that’s happening and that makes me even more frustrated. My novels and fan fictions have been put on a great amount of hold because I have no time to write and update them. My game projects, most notably the Chronicles of Endlessia is still in its first beta demo stage thanks to the lack of replies and feedback from people. I have great lack of sleep and even fail to eat lunch at times.
I am already waaay beyond the definition of tired. But, what can I do but pucker up and just go on?
I know that this post just ended up being a rant and I suppose that’s what my goal is. To post a rant for today.
Someone once said that time is like a river, it flows freely and time lost can never be regained. That’s true, but I certainly don’t want to spend the rest of my life like this. I want to do something that means something to me and not just live a life that just seems to pass by.
I know that my views on and about the world is naive. I get that. I know that there are a lot of things I don’t know and understand about society and the so-called ‘realities’ of life. But the thing is, I have my own views, I have my own ‘nindo’ or way of life that I want to live and follow.
I guess that’s why people view me as childish still…
On a different note, however, we won’t see any Shonen Jump manga updates for this week. That would mean that we won’t have any new Naruto Manga chapter for this week. And I was looking forward to that as well…