Day 86 of the 100-Day Music Challenge PLUS Rants

I really feel like my bullshit tolerance is at an end.  Seriously, I try to always be calm and collected; to shrug things off when someone says something bad and demeaning at me or when someone makes crazy, stupid, and jealousy-driven rumors about me.  I’m just myself and, like most people, I do have haters who want nothing more than to see me defeated.

Right now I am facing the mother of all…err…haters.  It’s like said person wants to ruin my week or something–which the person is actually is doing using all the BS said person could come up with.  I rarely rant about stuff like this, unless I have finally reached the limit and unless I’ve been pushed to answer back.  My parents had taught me respect, but even so…I’m finding it hard to respect this person.

I probably can take racist comments, but once you make something up about me and try to make it so that it’s all my fault, then that’s another matter.  Many people tell me to calm down and not do anything that I may regret and just let Karma take its toll.  After all, they said that “Karma is a bitch only if you are”.

Anyways, I heard this song yesterday and thought that I want to be as strong as how this song makes the singer feel like.  I want to be able to stand against the wrongful doings of the person and be able to speak my mind.  Sure, I can do that speaking my mind part well, but I can only do that when I write.  Writing is the most comfortable medium I have of communicating my thoughts, after all.

The title of the song is Country Strong and it is sung by Gwyneth Paltrow in the movie Country Strong.  I love this song because I can relate to it for the moment (along with my previous song, Staying is Worst than Leaving).

Below are the lyrics to the song.  Until next time, dream on; fly on!

I know you see me
Like some wide eyed dreamer
That just rolled in off a dusty mid west bus
Yeah, on the outside I look fragile
But on the inside is something you can’t crush

Cause I’m country strong
Hard to break
Like the ground I grew up on
You may fool me
And I’ll fall
But I won’t stay down long
Cause I’m country strong

I have weathered
Colder winters; Longer summers
Without a drop of rain
Push me in a corner
And I’ll come out fighting
I may lose but I ‘ll always keep my faith

Cause I’m country strong
Hard to break
Like the ground I grew up on
You may fool me
And I’ll fall
But I won’t stay down long
Cause I’m country strong

Cause I’m country strong
Hard to break
Like the ground I grew up on
You may fool me
And I’ll fall
But I won’t stay down long
Cause I’m country strong
I’m country strong
Yeah, I’m country strong
I’m country strong
I’m country strong
I’m country strong

There is nothing more that I enjoy doing than reading books and writing. I'm kind of a nerd like that, XD. I have been writing for 7 years and am the author of the YA novel "Winged: The Awakening" and "Winged: The Unraveling". Also, a YouTuber dealing with video games and gaming.

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One comment on “Day 86 of the 100-Day Music Challenge PLUS Rants
  1. Ryoma Echizen says:

    Just remember, to the people who matter like your parents, your sisters, your family and all those close to you, you will always be that amazing person they know and love irrespective of what other people say or think about you. You’re strong and you know that better than anyone.

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